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Friday, December 09, 2005

December 9 ~ exactly one year has past, since mt kinabalu. The slackest of all 12 days, mainly just sleeping in the bus up to the starting point where everyone tries to keep themselves warm except for those few sji guys. crazy people. bathe in the icy cold water somemore. no wonder most of them were sick on the way back to Singapore.

The reason for the previous entry, u wouldnt want to know. same old boring story. Though I thought of explaining and maybe not stay angry anymore, I'm bored of me reasoning out in my head the past few days. or actually, the past one week.

At work now. Boring. playing games, surfing net, damn sick of what i'm doing. friday's tml, last day of the week. canoeing expedition next wk. changi round singapore, ubin then back to changi. Fisherman's village for dinner. Where am I going to get money?! i'm officially broke. less than 5bucks in my pocket.

For pothead's fans, things to read.
The Reason Dumbledore trusts Snape (essay)
A little Prince
An Unbreakable Promise
Made-up stories, but it links. pretty interesting.
addictive. i'm not productive/efficient at work for the past week.

humans fear what they donÂt understand, and they hate what they fear, and they try to destroy what they hate

Harry Potter and Ob-La-Di, Ob-La-Da by Sgt. Pepper (written after 6th book)
I didnt realise that the 6th book was out till i was reminded of it by cc. haha. totally forgot that i read it earlier this year.

I'm really sick of what i'm doing. Endless. Boring.
checking of files... getting it all signed. undoing all the staplets with a blade. I'm going to be another one of those O's bio students who got their fingers cut during practical. Though the huge staplets they used for thin stacks of papers cant be compared to a carrot. KC's in the papers again. lols. some Sheryl person cut her fingers and left a piece of her in the lab. Just like Wormtail in Harry Potter. haha. Just that its a much smaller piece.
Tired. Sleepy.
slept at 9.30pm on wed night! haha. was suppose to meet eug after work though. bus to train station, ok. i cant take it. going home. 8plus, walk ard house, bathe. 9pm. too early to sleep isnt it? read 2chapters of Angels & Demons and by 9.30, flew to dreamland's wide open gate awaiting me.

Time flies. Its already dec.
Weekend started with bitches. damn them. was already in a bad mood and was quite tired. Again, i seriously wasnt in the wrong. 1 week of thinking and i cant find a damn reason other than i shouted my head off, arguing for my rights. Hey, why must i always accept your shit and shut up about it?
i'm waiting. for you to curse me, nag, scold whatever you like right in front of me. I'll make sure i wont hold back. Dont care if you're my mother or what. A bitch always remain as one just like how leopards never change it's spots. All those despicable methods she's using to go against me though i'm like only back to sleep only. No difference from a hotel.
I do want to murder the other 2 accomplices. But, i shouldnt be ungrateful right? so, thanks for giving me all the troubles, boiling me together in the hot soup, going through all my things, spoiling my belongings, not respecting my privacy even though i didnt do all these shit to u all. Once again, thanks a lot. i know u 2 sneaky idiots are reading this.

I really do not like staying with 3 assholes and 1 i hardly see. dont really have much choice. Seems to be bothering others if i dont stay home. haiz. i really do prefer sleeping on the streets. I'm sure it'll be much much more comfortable that brick made place. Who knows? Cement and tar maybe better!

Sat, to jazz =) had to sleep in the office. but its ok. as long as Jazz's with me =) she's so cute. haha. her eyes were like -_- when Joey switched on the lights. haha. both of us feel asleep with her head on my outstretched arm. haha. my one and only light bulb that never say die.
Sun, Joey and Jayne bought new bicycles. no where to put in the car, so cycled all the way (not that far) to gm's house through serangoon garden. upslope was too long way, downslope was way too steep.
Mon, $10 on my table. Thats all for the rest of my life? ok. i kind of made things worst that night. But, sorry, i cant take accusations and bias treatment anymore. Remember, i do hate them for bringing me to Earth, or at least into their life.
Anyway, after work, went to meet eug. Crystal Jade La Mian Xiao Long Bao. Dinner. La Mian and xiaolongbaos. there goes my only $10. haha. Money can fly, why cant i? Candy Empire for dessert. lols
ok. enough. its getting boring and there's nothing more. Just going out after work all the time thats all.
Suntec almost everyday. and later too. i'm getting really sick of that place. haha.
colac's useful for something other than sch work. cc's comp cant access msn, and much more. thats the only place he can talk through in. haha. Web messenger sucks. dont know when the other party replies, but its better than colac by a few inches.

Time to hold my trust back even more. should have thought about it before saying. A mistake i never stop making.
regret telling someone something. irritating.
shnappi keeps playing on 933fm. twice everyday. haha. i listen to 933. i think there's a cd for it. haha. not sure. never really hear it properly. either that, or i dont understand.

Thinking of getting Samsung D600 but its a bit overpriced. $768 with plan i think. 2nd choice is X660 price not so sure. cant be as expensive as that also, but talktime only 3.5h?
Opinions please!

Posted at 16:20